First,i'm a girl who wanted a guy who loves me,cares about me,talk with me on the phone when I need him,and whenever we have time i'll like to hang out with him,it's just simple.But things aren't going my way.......
His the kind of guy who doesn't likes people to control him,force him to do what he doesn't wanted to do,and do what he likes to do.He just wanted to be a free bird,which no one can catch him n put him in a cage.I doesn't like this kind of guys.They give me a feeling that they are the greatest n biggest in the world and don't even care the feeling of the people who love them.
When we 1st started talking,no other guys would bully me n scold me so many time as he does.His also kind of funny,sometimes in the middle of our conversation he'll say something funny and both of us started laughing(very weird).As we talk,I know that his a "flower heart"jerk!!!(hate it).
After awhile,we started going out together,but,in that moment i know in his heart i'm not the only girl in there.And I told myself that i doesn't need to be afraid of anything cause his just another "flower heart" guy.But deep in my heart i know i can't loose him, the moment he leave me,my heart will break into a thousand pieces.It's really too late for me to back out now.
Throughout the year,a lot of things had happen,but no matter what is it,we trust each other n solve it all.I truely believe that in our relationship there's a word trust&understanding,this is the key holding us together.
As time pass,things change and it doesn't seem to be that bad as i thought it would be.He has become a young man knowing how to love,care,share,protect and understand the one's around him.But,that playful,naughty little boy is still in him,that little boy won't harm anyone,he just wanna have some fun with his friends that's all.In fact that little boy of him made me love him more sometimes.
Whenever we fight and argue for nothing,in the end either one of us would step down,problem solve,end of it we get to know about each other more,be more mature and love each other more.
We went many places that we haven't been, do many things we have not done before together,we leave our memories everywhere we go.no matter it is sweet,sour,or better.All of it,i'll keep it deep in my heart forever.
You have done a lot of things for me n for us,thank you.I really hope that when we are a part,time pass faster and when we are together time will stop and let us spent a moment more together.I really miss you so much.
I'll promise you,i'll do my best to take care of you,be with you when ever u need me,stay with you when u are alone,make your shirt sleeve up before going out,cook "shang ha mee"for you when u are hungry in the middle of the night,disturb you when the sunshine so bright and yet you still don't want to wake up,buy/make breakfast for you,and so forth.
Darling Babi,Thank You.I Love You.
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