21/03/09..

Well..today when i got up..my eyes were swollen..i think it's because i cried yesterday..the reason i cry i think is because of angry n sadness..cause yesterday i went 2 tuition woth my frenz..n v talk about beh beh..nt talking bad..but just discussing..n thn when i knw tat she find huey leng n talk about the problem between me n her..i was super mad at her!!!tis is true!!y must she have she interupt with all the frenz around me..she find jing i can understand because 3 of us had spend some good time togethere..but..y huey leng??seriously i don knw wat is she thinking..Is it she wants the hold world 2 think tat i'm the bad guy..n everyone agree with her tought n hate me????is this reali wat she 1???i have no idea..but..she's giving me a feeling tat this is reali what she wants..

Luckly today..everything was fine..my frenz,my tuition class..everything..n i'm glad..but..today's english listen "she" was is the class 2..actually i reali think of skiping this lesson..but..mei ling pull me in..n so..i walk in the class..the 1st look in the class scared me..i nv seen a class so full with student..n the sits in the class wasn't much..luckly v when in n v got a sit..^_^..but.."she" was just sitting the same roll but different coner...i didn't even take n single look at her..i just pass by her n sit in my sit..but i saw tat she was wearing a pink blouse..same as me..but just mine is just pink n her's is with lines..When the class is over i waitted her 2 leave 1st..thn oni me n my frenz leave..

After qi sej class..she came 2 cm 2 find me..n both of us went 2 buy something..n thn she told me tat she saw "her" with her bf..qi said she smiled with her she smile back but..the smiled was veri mian qiang..haiz..when i hear it i have no reaction..haiz..

This topic has oreadi pass for a weak..but..till now..i think tat both of us r nt goin 2 talk 2 each other..when the school starts..or she will hate me 4 the rest of her life..